Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Glycerine Ch 6 Teaser

Merry Christmas!!!

Not beta'd.



Edward frowned as Bella stumbled through the door. He’d been ready to lay into her for being late, but something about her appearance stopped him. She looked...like shit.

“Are you sick?” His voice was harsher than he intended. He couldn't decide if he was angrier something was obviously wrong with her, or that the thought bothered him.

She glared at him through hazy, bloodshot eyes. No matter how unreasonable or misplaced her feelings were, she blamed him for her massive hangover. “Why do you care?”

Her tone immediately set him off. “I don’t. But if you’re sick, you should have the common courtesy to let the people around you know. I don’t need to pick up whatever you’ve infected yourself with.”

Bella opened her mouth, no doubt to offer him a reply just as snarky, when a wave of nausea washed over her. She reached for the wall, steadying herself as her vision blurred and her stomach churned. Edward was out of his seat and across the room before he even realized what he was doing. He wrapped his arm around her waist to hold her upright, his face scrunched with concern. “Hey,” he said. His voice was soft as his eyes darted over her face. He pulled her to his chair, his movements slow and cautious as he watched her face flush with color. “Bella, are you okay?”

She pushed against his chest in a weak attempt to get away from him, but her effort was obviously more about principle than actual discomfort. “No.” Her words were no more than a groan as she fell gracelessly into his chair.

The moment she spoke the smell of tequila hit the air. Edward pulled his head back in distaste, the familiar smell wiping any concern he’d felt. “Yeah,” he said. His voice was flat and clipped, as he stepped away from her. “Tequila’s a bitch.”

Bella pressed her palm against her forehead and squeezed her eyes closed. She spoke before giving any thought to how her words would be interrupted. “Maybe if I would’ve done my shots from between someone’s breasts, I wouldn’t feel so bad.”



Monday, December 17, 2012

Glycerine Chapter 5 teaser



NOT BETA'D

Edward’s agitation grew with each passing second. He knew what she was doing and he was going to put a stop to it, now. The moment the last of his measurements were taken he straightened his back and cleared his throat. Turning his attention to the interns he smiled, it was over-the-top and insincere. 

“I hope you two gained some valuable experience today working with Ms. Swan. But I’m afraid I’m going to have to ask you two to get the fuck out.” Bella gasped and Tanya and Kate jumped in surprise as they gaped at him, frozen with shock. He hesitated for a moment before speaking again, his voice full of authority. “Now.”

The interns scampered toward the door, barely remembering to collect their purses before fleeing. Bella snatched up her pad and moved to follow them, but Edward was on her in three quick strides. He reached around her and slammed the door shut, his breath tickling the hair on her neck as he leaned into her and twisted the lock.

“Oh no,” he chuckled, the sound low and dark. “Not you, Ms Swan. You and me, we have some unfinished business to attend to.” He spun her around and pushed her against the door, his stance dominating as he caged her body with his.

“I think we covered just about everything earlier when you called me a whore.” Bella’s voice was harsh, her anger rising again as she remembered how his words had made her feel. And worse that he was completely justified to think that way about her.

“You’re playing a very dangerous game, Ivy. One that you won’t win. I hope you realize that.”

“You’re so fucking full of yourself. You think everything is about you. That whatever I do is somehow connected to stroking that inflated ego of yours. Well let me tell you something Mr. Cullen, your ego will be the last thing I’m thinking about stroking tonight.”

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Glycerine Chapter 4 Teaser

Not beta'd

“Is this because you didn’t fall all over yourself to sleep with him again?” Victoria knew Edward Cullen was a conceited jerk, but this seemed a little over the top, even for him.

“Honestly, yeah. I’m pretty sure the only reason he’s trying so hard is because I turned him down.”

Victoria stared at Bella, noticing the small changes that had appeared over the last several weeks. Since Edward had made it his mission to bed her for a second time. She knew Bella would never report him for harassment. She didn’t want people to know they’d slept together. And Victoria had no doubt that it would come out if Bella filed a complaint. But she needed to do something, for both their sanity.

“Then fuck him.”

“What?”

“Fuck him. Get it over with.” Victoria crossed her arms over her chest and lifted her brow.

“I’m not going to fuck him so he’ll leave me alone! Are you crazy?” Bella’s eyes widened as her voice verged on the edge of hysterical.

“It’s not like you haven’t already slept with the guy. And from the way you talked it was pretty damn great. So, why not? Although I might recommend gagging him first so you don’t have to listen to his mouth.” Victoria shuddered exaggeratedly as she thought about how annoying it'd be to listen to him talk smack. It didn’t matter how hot he was, he was still an obnoxious jerk.


We'll see Bella.....

Sunday, December 2, 2012

Glycerine Chapter 3 Teaser



His gaze drifted to her chest, a strange feeling of déjà vu sweeping over him as his eyes trailed down her body and back up again. “Have we met?”

Bella’s jaw slackened as disbelief washed over her. Was he serious? Did he really have no idea who she was? She searched his eyes for a hint of recognition, a sign that he was just messing with her, but all she found was sheer curiosity.

Her eyes tightened around the corners as her mouth curved into a sickly sweet smile. She tried to remain even tempered, to appear cool and collected, even though she was burning on the inside with embarrassment and anger. She knew he got around, knew he’d slept with more people in the last couple of years than she would in a lifetime, still it did nothing to lessen the sting of having someone not remember having sex with you.

“Nope.”

“No?” He cocked his head to the side and studied her, a slow smile spreading across his face. They might not know each other yet, but Edward was already thinking of ways to rectify that situation, and there was no time like the present. Just as he opened his mouth to speak a girl came flying around the corner, her wild red hair falling around her flushed face, her expression shocked as she stared at him.

Edward sighed internally and dropped his hands from the girl in front of him before running his fingers through his hair. He was used to the attention, the shock that always crossed women’s faces when they saw him in person for the first time. And while most of the time he was more than happy to listen to them go on about how amazing he was, right now he had other plans in mind.

Bella spun around as soon as she heard Victoria gasp, her eyes wide and pleading as she tried to communicate with Victoria that she was freaking out. Victoria slowed her pace as she approached Edward and Bella, their body language exactly how you would expect to see a predator and prey in the wild.

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Glycerine Ch2 Teaser

Bella turned and shook her head, her mind reeling from the conversation with her boss. “That was Peter. They’re dropping Jasper.”

“Oh, shit. So what are they going to do? Are they postponing the movie?”

Bella sighed and walked over to her couch, falling onto it heavily. “The movie is still a go. Peter said to keep going like we are, that they have a contingency plan and they’ll let us know more soon. Apparently this isn’t the first incident with Jasper, and the studio just doesn’t feel like it’s worth the risk to keep him on.”

Bella had heard the rumors about Jasper Hale’s escalating drug use, but she never imagined it would get so out of hand that he’d blow his career. But she also didn’t know about the private lives of the people she dressed on the set, nor did she care to.

“Did Peter say who they were going to get to replace him?”

“Nope. Only that they were in talks with someone’s manager.”

“I wonder who it will be?” Victoria asked, walking over to her chair and picking up her script.

“I have no idea,” Bella mumbled, already focused on the words in front of her. It didn’t matter to her whom they got, those details weren’t important. All that mattered was the movie was still a go and she had work to do.

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Glycerine Chapter One Teaser

Hey yo hey yo! For everyone celebrating today, Happy Thanksgiving! I plan to post chapter one of my new fic tomorrow!




Glycerine: Sweet, clear, odorless...harmless. Unless it’s mixed with the wrong ingredients. When Bella decided to fulfill a fantasy, Edward was happy to oblige. No strings, no obligations, no expectations. But when their paths crossed months later, a spark was ignited and the tables turned. Will the highly combustible mixture of lust and love survive or create an explosion that will destroy them both?

Chapter One Teaser:


Edward’s eyes landed on a tattoo peeking out from the top of her panties, and all he could think about was tracing it with his tongue. “What’s this?” He fell to his knees in front of her and pulled the lacy material away from her body to get a better look.

“A tattoo.” The tightening of her stomach muscles caused her words to come out muffled and choked as her skin pricked from his touch and close proximity.

“What is it?” He tugged her panties down and traced his tongue over the outline before nipping at her hipbone.

“Oh God,” she whimpered, “it’s ivy.” Her hips bucked as his tongue, so close to where she was aching for him, lapped at her skin. She squirmed, weaving her fingers into his hair and tugging as he slowly stood, nipping and sucking her hot flesh along the way.

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Glass House Ch26 Pic Tease

Next chapter will post tomorrow. It's the last one. I love you guys so fucking much!!!!



I looked back out the window, the momentary light, happy feeling passing as quickly as it began.

Esme noticed; she noticed everything.

“You know, he’s in a better place, right? All of the suffering, the pain he was in trying to get better; it’s over now. He’s at peace, Bella.”

“It’s just so unfair,” I croaked, “it was too soon; he was too young; he’s supposed to be here.”

Everything in my life was falling into place, everything was on the mend...until it wasn’t.

“You know if you want to talk, I’m here. Anytime. I’m just down the hall.”

“I know.” I nodded, reaching up and squeezing her hand, offering her a small smile even though what I really wanted to do was curl into a ball and cry about all of the things that I―that we―had been cheated out of.

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Glass House Ch25 Teaser

Here's a little mini teaser since I'll be updating sometime tomorrow afternoon. I'm off to the Grouplove concert now! See you lovelies later!


I pushed my way to the other side of the bed, ignoring the demands and protests of the hospital staff. I grabbed his face and turned it toward me, my jaw clenched.

“Don’t!” I spat, fear causing my body to surge with anger and desperation. “Don’t you do that. You fight for me, damn it. I’m not ready, I’m not ready to lose you. You stop that right now.”

He’s coding! It’s too much! NURSE, CODE BLUE!”

“Edward, no. No, baby, no. Stay with me, please. I’ll stay with you forever; it’s okay; I’ve got you. I love you.”

Time stood still as they shocked him with paddles over and over again. The flat-line of the heart monitor carving me into a million pieces.

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Glass House Ch23 Teaser

*not beta'd*



The weekend passed quickly, and dragged at the same time. I called Edward a couple of times, but each time his phone went straight to voice mail. I tried to push down the feelings of unease growing in my chest, that maybe he’d spoken too soon and he wasn't okay with what happened between Royce and I after all.

By Wednesday I was a wreck. No communication from him at all. No texts, no calls, nothing. What other explanation could there be for his absence other than he’d changed his mind?

“Have you tried calling anyone to check on him?” Esme asked as I twisted my fingers nervously.

“I don’t have a lot of options,” I confessed. “His father ran out on him and his mom when he was a kid. His mom...she died a few years ago, and since he’s left the band I can’t imagine he’s still talking to any of them, not after everything that happened.”

“What about your Dad?”

“I called him, but he can't make it up there until this weekend. I even called Emmett last night, but he didn't answer. Not that I blame him, I wasn't the most pleasant person the last time we spoke.”

“So are you going to wait for your dad to check on him?”


I shook my head vehemently. “I can’t wait that long.”

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Glass House Ch20 Song Teaser

The present ate me alive and the past swallowed me whole. In and out, in and out. Was I alone? Was she here? It felt like it sometimes, I even heard her voice, she called my phone, told me she got my message and that she was sorry for not calling sooner.

But that couldn’t be right, because I would know, right? Of course I would know, I wasn’t that far gone.

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Glass House Ch 18 Teaser


I pressed the blade into the clump of powder, watching as it fell apart, unable to hold it’s shape as I sliced through it again and again. It felt oddly familiar. I dipped my finger into the residue and rubbed it over my gums, the feeling of numbness immediate.

I wondered how many more times the coke would slice into me, like the blade sliced into it, before I crumbled to dust as well.

At some point, something had to give, right?

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Glass House Ch15

With a deep inhale and trembling fingers I pressed send and waited, my breath trapped in my lungs as the phone rang over and over.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

Glass House Teaser Ch13

Let's meet......Royce.


“Bella? I’m so pleased to meet you; my cousin hasn’t stopped talking about your first interview.”

I lifted my gaze from the floor, startled by the easy smooth voice of the man whose tone instantly relaxed my tense posture.  When my eyes met his, they widened on their own accord, my body having no control over the pace of my rapidly beating heart. This man was beautiful.

Blond hair, soft blue eyes, and warmth permeated from his body, wrapping around and comforting me.


I was pretty sure I hated him for it.

“Hi, yes. I’m Bella,” I responded politely, not bothering to ask his name and feeling shitty for not doing so.

“I’m Royce, Esme’s cousin. She’s running a little late, and by late I mean she’s probably fixing her makeup after her nooner with her boyfriend Carlisle.”

The shade his face turned after his obvious word vomit could only be described as scarlet. He raised one hand to cover his eyes as his other tightened into a tight ball at his side. As nervous as I was, and as little as I cared about knowing anything about him, I couldn’t help the slight chuckle that spilled from my lips.

“Oh God,” he groaned, not bothering to uncover his eyes. “The next time Esme asks me to meet the newest employee, I’m telling her to let me finish Carlisle off so she can do it herself.”

All thoughts of professionalism left me as I double over and laughed, the sound foreign but both a welcome friend and a bitter reminder of why it was so uncommon in the first place.

“Shit―I mean damn, no dang.” He let out a harsh breath and squeezed his eyes shut, his face still the crimson side of red. “I’m so awkward.”

“No, it’s fine.” I smiled, my hand lifting to his bicep and squeezing before I realized what I was doing. The fabric of his jacket was soft, his form firm, the heat from his body...all wrong.

Monday, September 3, 2012

Glass House BPOV playlist

So same thing with the playlist as the other. There is stuff I listen to that isn't very popular so I wasn't able to find it anywhere to add it. Disclaimer: This playlist may cause excessive drinking and/or snot sobbing. jsjsjsjsjs

http://pl.st/p/23609807371

Glass House EPOV Playlist

So this isn't all of the music I listened to, but some of the songs are not so mainstream so they weren't on Playlist.com. Anyway, enjoy! I'll get Bella's playlist up later on.


Sunday, September 2, 2012

Glass House Ch11 Teaser


Y'all I am so in love with this chapter. This song, it's everything. And without further ado, here is the teaser...

I looked down at the shot placed in front of me, offering the waitress a small smile as she turned and left. I reached for the glass, my blurred vision and clumsy movement causing my fingers to smack against the side of the glass, sending it flying from the table and crashing to the floor.

“Oops.” I laughed.

“Bella, I think we should get you out of here,” Jamie suggested, looking around the bar nervously. “People may recognize you.”

I waved my hand dismissively.

“Doesn’t matter.” I shrugged. “I’m leaving anyway.”

He sighed in relief, his posture relaxing. “Do you want me to call you a cab?”

I shook my head at him, my tongue clicking against the roof of my mouth.

“I don’t mean the bar. I mean like, leaving on a jet plane,” I sang.

“What?”

“Town, Jamie. I’m leaving. I have to get away from here and the memories, the people, and the life that doesn’t belong to me any longer. I’m done.”

“Bella, no. You can’t do that. You’re not thinking clearly.”

“I won’t survive if I stay,” I whispered. “Leaving town...it’s the only chance I have.”

“The fuck it is.”

I jerked back, the sound of Edward’s dark, angry voice startling. He loomed over the table, his eyes wild as they darted over my face. It was the first time I’d been this close to him since the day he was released from the hospital, and the sight of him was crippling.

Glass House Ch 1o Teaser

“She’s gone!” I roared, my breathing labored. I felt caged, like I was being shoved into a pitch black hole and the last traces of light were fading, syphoning what little pieces of Bella still remained and taking away my reason for everything.

“And do you think this is going to bring her back?” he challenged. “Do you honestly believe in that drug-induced head of yours that being arrested and pictured completely trashed is going to make her come running back? You fucking know better than that.”

The air left my lungs in one big gust. I swayed before falling into the chair and cradled my face in my hands. “It’s the only way I can deal without her.” I swallowed back the burn of vomit hovering at the back of my throat.

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Glass House Ch9 Teaser

“Bella, I’m so sorry about everything. I just...I thought, well, it doesn’t matter what I thought.” He sniffed, before crossing the room and wrapping me in a hug.

“This is so hard, Daddy.” I wrapped my arms around his back, fisting his shirt.

“I know, honey. I wish there was something I could say to make it better, something I could do, but we both know there isn’t. Just know that I love you, and I’m here for you, whatever you need.”

I sniffed and pulled away, nodding that I understood. “I’ve made a decision,” I whispered, blinking away tears before meeting his eyes.

Monday, August 20, 2012

Glass House Ch6 EXTRA teaser


She drew in a shaky breath and unwrapped one arm from her legs, extending her hand, palm up, toward me.
I reached out, my chest constricting and expanding with hope, love and sheer fucking relief...

Glass House Ch6 pic tease

So I have a billion pic teases I could use for this chapter. Soooo there may be more. idk idk.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

GH Ch4 Pic Tease



Anyone who knows me, knows I suck at schedules, so this pic tease being early really shouldn't come as a surprise. 

Saturday, August 11, 2012

GH Ch3 pic tease

So y'all can thank iambeagle aka @megschmegg for the awesome accurateness of this pic tease. Thanks grasshopper. <3

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Glass House Ch 1 pic tease


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Edward had it all, but one night changed everything. How will he survive when it all comes crashing down? Love, lies, loss...life. This is that story.